Tell me to shut up

It’s so loud,

The feeling of my heart thumping,

My brain connecting things that chemically make me implode,

The whole world…

Or at least the one inside me…

Feels as if it is being destroyed to be spontaneously renewed…

Just to be made better for you…

The music in my head is that of a city,

Babies crying,

Mothers smiling,

Fathers leaving,

Fathers staying,

Mothers praying,

It’s hectic,

Erratic,

Yet…

Here I am…

Listening to my breath…

Shocked…

Breathtaking beauty is one thing,

But…

Lovely,

I feel as if I’m suffocating,

Yet…

It’s lovely…

IT WAS SO LOUD…

YOU…

Are like a quiet universal explosion…

Uninhabited galaxies exploding and their gods and angels singing…

Oh God…

You’re an angel…

Thank you for letting me tune into your frequency…

As long as I close my eyes,

You can take my ears…

But you make me feel music…

It’s so peaceful…

My mind is so quiet…